Back home, having a very hard time!!!

[indigo1]

Have not been on here much since W asked me to come back home on Christmas day. Things have been going pretty well until recently. My W has been guarding her phone ever since I moved back in and always texting. I have had this bad feeling in my stomach for weeks, the kind when you can just sense something. Well it got to me so bad that I went on our account and saw that she texts this one number all day every day. I called the number yesterday and my suspicions were correct. Got the voice mail of the OM she was talking to while we were separated.

This morning my D brought up his name out of the blue and it upset me, W heard D say it as well. I asked her if she was still talking or texting him and she looked me dead in the eye and said no. Bold faced lie, she texts him all day every day! I cant say that I know because she does not know I can see the usage on the account.

She claims he is back with his W, but how can I believe that when she looks me in the eye and lies about even texting him all? I know that I am back in the house and that means a lot, but how can I even go home and pretend to be happy when I know this is going on??

She would just deny everything and if I told her I have proof it would probably mean the end of M. She would say they are just friends and yada yada. Who texts their friend every five minutes all day every day?

I am really struggling here guys, what am I supposed to do??