Barrybran II - Six Weeks In

[Barrybran]

Journaling:

I have a lot of thoughts tonight. I'm incredibly confused about my situation. My wife is doing things with me she knows I want though she wasn't interested in and then saying she doesn't know that she wants us to be an "us". She tells me she wants more variety in our lives and then goes and plans her own activities anyway. I'm trying to find work and there's nothing around. I need to find my own life and yet we have no spare money, we live in a small town and it's too bloody hot outside to do anything. It's really frustrating.

As I said, I have a tonne of thoughts but I'm finding it hard to articulate them at the moment.