separated 6 weeks still on the journey

[paul19510]

Note for today after sleeping on last night's. Slip up: 1. nothing positive I said or did before makes a difference to W now. 2. Nothing I say now to show changes or partnership matters to W now. 3. It hurts to be rejected so why do that to myself. Its not good for me. 4. Time to try again and i must forgive myself for the slip up and move forward. I really need to walk away from W. I should have listened to that little voice in my head yesterday as I walked the pathway to the barn...." why are you doing this. You know shes just going to reject you....." time to learn. I hope I can resist this temptation again and do a better job going forward. I Am disaspointed with myself today, but I got to dust myself off and keep going.