Yea I feel that way too. I think we all do. Try to get ur mind off her. Focus on YOU. Do things YOU enjoy. Get back to what YOU once loved to do. Find yourself again, the real YOU is in there, YOU just have to let it out.

No one said this was going to be easy. Think marathon not sprint. Don't beat yourself up over this backslide. You got ur answer now move on with YOU

I find doing something daring/dangerous really makes oneself feel alive (legal ofcourse). It seem to bring out the spirit to live. Atleast for me.

Me: 39 W: 33
M: 9 years
T: 10 years
S7 S10
BD 10/19/13
W Filed 11/25/13
EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA)
WAW moved out 3/15/14