You're letting the OM consume you. There is a reason why we say not to get into a R talk. Maybe you thought that advice didn't apply to you.

Four letters for you... S T F U.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER