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And that brought the past back to mind for a little bit. I need to do a bit more work on me there I think. No anger though, just some sadness and some ptsd feelings.
Be wary of those feelings T2. It seems to me you are starting to feel more comfortable around your W. It wouldn't be too far fetched to think you'll revisit some of those feelings as you open up toward her. I would expect that as she changes (for the better from the sound of it) you will too. It's part of the dance, right?

As for the forum, I think it's wise to unplug for a bit. Come on back in a few months and talk away. But for now, I do think you'll do better without this forum. You'll be missed, but it's a good thing smile

AJ


"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK
Put the glass down...
"Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."