Artsy, after I read dingo 's post I went tonresd some success stories and the one common theme they shared was that turning away and letting go and deciding that they needed this for THEM not to cause the WAS to react in a certsin way saved them and the M. I am beginning to turn away but its early. Not giving up just realizing that contact with my W right not is not helpful. I need a break.
Bug, my pain will hopefully be less if I give myself a break from this mess and just forget about it for a while. Just keep moving forward. I realize I'm. Still looking over my shoulder. That's part of the pain. She's. Not following me. I cant do that. I will drive myself crazy. Getting there.
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14
