What do i do now

[istherehopeintx]

I have not read DB or DR but have looked into getting DB from the local book store. As far as her saying she had a free-bee, yes she did say that at the time. If she actually meant it or not she reminded me several times through out the years of our marriage that she still had a free-bee. Now if it was a threat or not i dont know but again she reminded me that it was there.