"I don't see any signs that she misses me also" I know this^^^^hurts. But you don't know if that is true. This takes lots of time. It is a process that is exhausting. I'm on year 3 and still have bad days. I remember how resentful I was that ex spent more time at the barn than with her family. I also wondered how she would afford it one we divorced. Guess what, she does and appears to be having the time of her life. I wish her well. The things is, that now I'm having the time of my life too, just not with her. The "ifs" that you think of will eventually take a toll on your wellbeing. Let it go.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
