I feel hopeless,I don't think she will reconsider this, she is looking for an apartment for helsef as she told me and I know this as a fact, she hasn't communicate with me, and I feel that the way this relationship finished is the way all my other ones finished too... always they took their things and left to never look back, I cant guarantee that this is what is gonna happen, but I am really feeling that this is what she has decided and there is no way back... I am in so much pain and cant accept this, but at the end its her decision and I don't think she will change her mind.
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.
