Received a text from W today asking me if I'm available for lunch. We made plans for later this week. I must say I'm surprised at how I have zero trust in this woman. I mean nothing. I halfway suspect I'll show up and receive divorce papers or some mean surprise or something.

Even the idea of R sounds technically wonderful...yet...zero trust. Maybe she wants an R, but how can that happen with a person who doesn't want your kids full time because she wants to be alone? Unattractive. Zero trust.

I suppose this will take a while.


Resentment occurs when we aren't doing what we need to care for ourselves, though we expect others to do it for us.