Well, She was gone for work all week, and I stayed strong almost the whole weekend, we've been really friendly with each other, like we were before the bomb dropped, but with no physical interaction other than an occasional hug. But after she went to bed I saw a file in her open briefcase and I snooped and found the unsigned divorce papers. I had thought she had agreed to give it some time, but I guess not. I guess this explains why she was sad all weekend and twice spoke to me making a plea, hoping we could remain best friends. After I found it, I woke her up to ask "So, when are you going to file?" She told me the truth, and I sadly, I wished her good night and left for the couch. not wanting to sleep in the same bed with her after what I viewed as a betrayal of sorts. About 5 minutes later she comes in crying and apologizing for making me sad/upset. We ended up talking for a few hours, I know I shouldn't have but I couldn't help it. Shes really torn about what to do now wanting to go but wanting to stay too I think. She was unable to give me an answer right now but will be thinking about it, but a maybe is better than an outright no I guess.
