I'm in a hole and I need help getting out. I stopped going to my meetings as often because I felt that I needed to find a sponsor. I haven't found one. I haven't really looked. I know what I need to do to get out of it but I am being very stubborn about it.

It's affecting me and my relationship. I've lost the motivation to move.


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017