To be honest with everyone here, Im not taking this well at all. I really dont know what Im going to do without her. I had the sweetest, prettiest, most kind woman ever and I pushed her away. I wanted to do, what I wanted to do, and still have her be there for me. I was very selfish in that aspect. I should have paid more attention to her, actually been there for her, and cared more deeply about her than what I did. I took her for granted. I thought I already had her and that I didn't have to fight for her anymore. I now know I needed to fight for her everyday, emotionally and spiritually. I didn't do either of those often enough.
Just breathe.
And vow not to make the same mistakes again. Whatever happens in the future, you'll be better for it.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
