Cooked up some good food, the house smelled so good, warm, "homey" when W came home from work.
W has been checking in from work and talking to me, rather than skipping right to the kids. She did tell me that she appreciated how patient and "sweet" I was the past few days with her.
I had to ask W a question. She was in the tub. She told me to come in....it was all I could do to not peek, and only because I don't want the aggravation of desire with no outlet, lol. That, and I am a gentleman first...
I have been able to be fun in the mornings, joking, punning, sending her off to work with a smile, or at least the effort. And she thanks me for trying if I am not successful.
Interesting for me that I had a big "A" trigger. An employee left the company, and doing the standard forensic on his computer, he had been "playing" while at conventions, with married women, and while his W was pregnant. Ick, just ick. So many broken people.
And that brought the past back to mind for a little bit. I need to do a bit more work on me there I think. No anger though, just some sadness and some ptsd feelings.
I think I have a little burnout going on that is generated from all of my life at the moment, just so much happening. I read everyone's updates, but I am not in a place to comment too much, seems I need to reduce forum involvement from time to time and focus on me and my own sitch and life.
And so it goes. Life is good. And getting better.
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
