separated 6 weeks still on the journey

[paul19510]

Quick add on note. For some reason today. I am bothered by the urge to explain to W the way I see what I would like to see our life be.

I wish we could enjoy the kids doing what they love, spend time together as a couple and enjoy a close relationship with love and laughter. I know telling her that won't mean anything. The email would go to the trash, the text would go un answered, the phone call would be met with blank responses like yeah, uh huh, we' ll see....followedd by the hollow and cliche statement...."i need to find myself...." I don't think she even knows what that means. Its so maddening some days. Oh well, enough ofnmy venting. Back to work!