Here I Am Again!

[Missmygirl]

Looks like I'm finally off moderation here. That's nice.

Today has been especially trying. Last night, I had a talk with E. Her stance can be simply summed up by saying that she wants to go anywhere/do anything she chooses no matter with whom. No questions asked. She should be able to go out to night clubs with her girlfriends. Come in at any time she wishes and I should have no problem with any of it. She says she is doing nothing wrong and she says she feels like I'm treating her like a child.

Today, we continued talking. It seems we can't agree on anything. Even simple day to day matters cause disagreements which lead to arguments unless one of us just walks away. You can cut the tension here with a knife.

I took our girls to a movie this afternoon. It was good to get away for a while. Unfortunately, I wasn't really able to enjoy the movie because of being distracted by all of this crap.

Since coming home, she has said almost nothing to me at all while she sweetly engages the girls whenever they talk to her. It doesn't feel good. My plan is to remove myself as much as possible from her because it is stressing me and there is nothing I can do about it.

I leave again for work tomorrow. Gone for a week.