separated 6 weeks still on the journey

[paul19510]

Hi M! As of yesterday I started to change my thoughts too on how to act. I am living as if she's. Never coming home. I miss companionship. That cant be addressed in this limbo state. But its early and I'm. Not really ready to take on a R so., I guess just live and keep moving. I keep telling myself she's. Never coming home. When I want to pursue or contact I remind myself that she has not reached out to me at all in a casual manner since leaving. So if that wereanynofher friend, I wouldn't be calling them to reach out. So, the same holds true for W.

My dinner partner last night reminded me that since we've had some kind of contact each week and W is really looking to unplug, my situation could easily be resetting each time W sees text email or gets a call. She thinks Ha he's. Still there! Then she doesn't have to do anything. So, I really need to sit back more and see how that goes. Its difficult but getting easier each day.