bent not broken

[willbwell]

I am glad not to deal with D right now on top of everything else...ie my classes. think this will be my hardest semester.

time though has always been an obsession of mine. am I making the most of my time? I hate wasting time. Time is precious!
I am never one to be bored- no time for that!!
I do find myself thinking( stinking thinking, )... I have been standing. 20 months now. I am not getting any younger. And, While I know I am getting better and am rather terrific...

of course its my choice to stand or not, and standing is what I am choosing. No one is twisting my arm to stand.
I make that choice.
I know too though, I want a life partner. I want someone in my life to LOVE me. I want that connection.

time is used for me and kids right now. Yes, busting. today I keep my focus there.
stay in the present.