One giant leap forward! - Part 10

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I've been listening to Eminems greatest hits recently when I workout. Theres a song called Mockingbird where he is telling his daughter how he wants the best for her and tries to explain why her life has been the way it is and what happened between him and her Mom. He mentions that he would try again even if things were bad just for his daughters sake. Got me thinking about my sitch and what I would be willing to try.

This time last year I was my W's whipping boy. I remember having the kids every weekend while she did whatever she wanted. I never took the kids my nieces party because my W thought we should all go together or nothing at all even though she had no interest in coming. This year I get to take them and not give a single thought to what W thinks of it. I cringe at some of my past actions involving W.
If I think about what i would be willing to try....I wouldn't. I don't believe for a second she has what is needed to make an R work successfully and hang in there for the long haul. Makes a me a little sad inside.

I'm looking forward to my future with a slight dissapoinment in the past and living in the moment. 5 steps forward, no steps back!