About the condoms, let it go. The "find" only has meaning if you give it meaning.

And as you said in your latest post, it doesn't move you closer to your goal.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss