I know it's hard to believe this from your present standpoint but even tho this journey will challenge everything you took for granted before, it can open up a life you never imagined. That doesn't mean great wealth or fame but power. Power over your life. Hang in there.
In other news... My IC asked me a very telling question this week. I was talking about the changes my H has made and how different things are this time around as far as our communication.
She asked: Are these new behaviors for H or is it because you are different and he feel safe?
Bingo! As I said to her, "You are so insightful."
Changing you can change your R.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss