Your feelings are your feelings and they're valid.

You may feel differently down the line but right now this is how you feel. It's OK.

I think thinking 'what did it all mean?' is a part of the process.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss