separated 6 weeks still on the journey

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I am beginning to see a common theme in your thread. You keep questioning if you want to be with your W or if you would accept her back into a relationship.

Before you worry about that, ensure that you do your part in getting to a place where you have an opportunity to make that choice. In the meantime, you are spinning your wheels worrying about it. Even if you don't reconcile with your W, you still have work to do to get to that happy place.

As for the anger, I won't give you too much grief. We all go through different emotional stages(roller coaster). Always identify and address....identify and address. Anger is like an emotional cancer that will morph into bitterness. Stay busy GAL and everything else will fall into place.