Wow Paul - you do seem to have come a good way already in 2 months. I just realised mine is exactly 6months now. And I might be able to add to your forecast to help you keep an eye on the prize down the road not what is happening today or tomorrow. Mine has taken a massive flip as you know and now I have the problems of fighting off the attention and not allowing myself to give into to sex. It's a pretty different place isn't it? But I was here - exactly where you are and I backslid from time to time but I used the last rest technique and sandis 37 rules as gospel and let it dictate my life. I didn't trust my feelings so I copied all the rules to my phone, word docs and emails so it was somewhere close all the time for me to re-sight as needed :-) good luck
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