Wouldn't wish this on anyone

[artsy]

Ok- I'm finally off moderation, it appears- yeah!!! Lol

I went to my first Al-Anon meeting. It was a disaster! After 10 minutes it became obvious I was in the wrong meeting. I was in the AA meeting, the one I wanted was next door. Wellllll, I was too embarrassed to get up and walk out so I say there and they made the while meeting about me! They kept calling on me, asking me to read, thanking me for being brave... It was awful. Afterwards a man tried to reassure me that it gets less awkward with time, so untold him my mistake and he walked me to the correct meeting. I apologized profusely, as I felt I violated their privacy somehow, but they all understood. My goodness! At least I know for sure where I'm going next time!!

Still angry today, which bothers me. I'm tired of letting his behavior affect my emotions. Although it is helping me detach in other ways. I'm going to be writing another hateful letter tonight!! (And then promptly ripping it up)