Sorry that you find yourself on here. You won't find a better group of individuals here to help you try and get your M on track.
You mentioned "temper" issues. what were they? How long have you been out of a job? Could it be that your W felt overwhelmed about being the provider? Anything about your marital history will help.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.