I have not found myself needing to tell my story with as much frequency anymore.
My emotions have been almost enitrely in check since Christmas. Contact with my W is minimal.
A few updates:
I ended up going on a date with a woman i met. Had an awesome time. Ended up turning it into an all nighter. I was not sure how i would react to sleeping with someone else, but to be honest, it was amazing.
My confidence that I will be ok no matter what continues to rise.
W let me know she is moving out this weekend. I offered to help.
The roles have become somewhat reversed. She has become an emotional mess. I have become an unwaivering rock. Things just do not seem quite so important.
I continue to work out and am seeing great results.
I do not know what is going on with this other woman and I. We are both very attracted to eachother, and we have GREAT conversation. I'm not willing to give away my heart to anyone, anytime soon. But I feel like we draw closer every time we talk.
W does know about my date. She does know that it turned to sex. She is quite jealous even though she says she is not. Her actions speak quite loudly.
