So.... I thought I had completely detached (still think I am) and I can feel like I'm not bothered about my future. I'm strong and confident but why is it that I just found myself looking at my phone in case he text. I actually have started to feel little butterflies again like in the early days but trying to hide them. :-I is this normal when things start appearing positive?
Don't want rejection after he has shown nice signs. He asked to go to the movies and we are heading out tomorrow night without kids. Also he has shown signs of jealousy whilst I spoke to one of his friends - the friend commented to him how 'hot' I looked. It felt awesome, I had to go to my bedroom once home to fist punch the sky! It's been a while since I felt so good and all I had to do was make sure I looked the best I could!
still no committment talk.
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Never allow kindness be misinterpreted for weakness. Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself.
