I'm not sure if I'm posting this in the right spot or not, but today was not a good day for me. It was hard to keep a positive attitude. Especially, with my boys. I was angry a lot today and unfortunately, they felt some of it. When I took them to karate lessons tonight, I took a deep breath and I apologized to each of them for my attitude today. I felt better with them for the rest of the evening.
When she got home and came downstairs, I felt like she was invading my space. It was tense. Our conversation was light and pleasant for the most part, but it was tense to say the least. We sat in silence for most of the evening watching t.v. I guess I would have preferred her to not come down at all tonight. Tomorrow WILL be a better day for me.
