Hi LB What I meant was you persisted when people said give up. I wondered if that is part of the control issue . For me I like controlling, hate being told what to do.. go the opposite way. You are gooxd at ontrol so you controlled yourself to do what you want.. I have probably made it more confusing now..
so I won't say I am done.. just this week taking a little break from caring about him very much... he is not really worthy of my thoughts at the moment..
Hmmmm I have one friend who wanted me to get a D, she lives 1800 miles from me so I didn't have to interact with her much. Another thought I was being to "easy" on my H but she and I have parted ways. I didn't tell many people that we were S, so I didn't get a lot on people telling me to give up. I don't think I ever really looked at it as giving up or not giving up. After a time I was just living my life.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
