Hi all. I'm new here.

[2ndTimeHurt]

Still being dim. I can see that she is acting a bit different. My friends say she is playing head games, but is very bad at it. Haha. She asks what I'm doing but I just tell her I'm going out. She will say things that she knows will get me jealous. I'm not going to go into details about our few conversations, but it seems that going dim is doing something to her. I'm not exactly sure what but it's something. I'm trying something different.

Today she texted me about scheduling. I couldn't respond because I was working. She then calls 5 times back to back then proceeds to leave a voicemail saying exactly what her text stated. She even called the house. She claims she was worried about me. Usually I respond as soon as I can but I was actually really busy at work. I called her back(she said to call back instead of texting my response) agreeing to her terms of scheduling. She then started talking about random things and seemed really cheery. There were a few times where the conversation was going to end but she kept talking.

My plan is to keep as dim as I can for a week then figure out a new gameplan. I really want to have a conversation about her not wanting to spend family time together because she thinks it will get my hopes up. My concern is that I want our son to actually have family time.

It was nice talking to her today. Man, being dim like this really s*cks. I'm doing everything I can to get my mind off of her.