No apologies needed, nice to hear I'm not the only one
You're right, the trust is broken. I see her looking beautiful and instead of attracted I'm resentful. I don't know what to do with this...it's like I'm the one who needs space now. She prob won't mind, her rotten little backstabbers are probably telling her to move on without me anyway.
Resentment occurs when we aren't doing what we need to care for ourselves, though we expect others to do it for us.