Don't worry about your thoughts right now. I can tell you that we've all done what you're going through.
What I did to cope was to visualize my W as that crazy person. When she would vent and say crazy things, I would imagine her as saying gibberish which I didn't believe (it was true I didn't believe alot of what she said because it wasn't true) and thought of her talking in that Charlie Brown adult voice...wah wah wah.
There were times I actually would stare at her and laugh. That stopped her and it made my perception of her much lighter.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
