Wouldn't wish this on anyone

[artsy]

Thanks, AS-
I responded about his bad behavior in another post (still in moderation, so no idea when it will show up...) at first I was convinced he was MLC, and then I decided it doesn't matter because there's nothing I can do, either way!

My coach also said to disregard trying to diagnose the problem- it doesn't matter. DB coach agreed my 180's have to include affection- it is his LL. Period.

I am not going to bring up any kind of counseling or therapy- that needs to come from him. I go for myself. He knows I go.

I have decided I am not initiating contact any more, even though he said he wants to. Too bad, buster!

I cycle through emotions rapidly right now, I am extremely angry tonight.

FYI: I asked H a question about something today and his response was :" you're still my wife!" In a tone of disbelief, as if it was ridiculous I would ask... WHAT?!?!

Must be nice to be able to disregard all of your responsibilities and "find yourself".

I'm starting Alanon meetings Friday. I'm getting off this roller coaster.