"I don't know how to completely let go with him and this sitch in my face all the time..."
You do so by not totally "letting go". You just detach yourself from the things he does. That's why GAL is very important. YOU concentrate on you for a change. In fact, you didn't need to initiate those texts. You're doing that all on your own. You have control over that.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.