Stop poking the bear. You keep pushing and you're going to get something you don't want.
Have you actually read DR or DB yet? I know you said read the first chapter, but have you finished it? All of these behaviors your H is going through is detailed in there.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
