It'd be great if she said all the right things. Nothing from her today and I've backed off. Trying not to add pressure. Also time for MIL and FIL to get better.
The communication has been better the last two weeks and the last few days it's gotten colder and more distant. I don't understand it. I'm being patient and giving time. It's up to her or when I'm calling it quits.
Was at a bar lastnite with friends and got some attention from a woman. It felt nice but I also felt guilty. Idk. We all hungout later in the night. Pleasant nothing more. It really made me miss my W more actually.
