I don't think talking would go anywhere but maybe for closure. Idk. Feel like if we saw each other I would know more. See the love or not in her eyes. Believe that's why she doesn't want a face to face. Being separated for longer would probably hurt us more. I'm not ready to give up, I can't just yet.
The separation can do damage or help us. That's up to her. The affair is damaging but I believe we could work through it. Again, her decision.
I know our old marriage is over. Need to start a new one. If she's done why still contact me? Confusing.
