Got a panicky feeling this AM.
Want to talk with h.
want to tell him I am sad and scared. I want him to Comfort ME...
I know when I feel this anxiety, I am supposed to sit. I start to pray, give it to God.
Nothing is happening. I go to class. H goes to work.
there is no movement.
I just wish we could talk...

There was no talk with the boys about D.
other than papers being filed. nothing else has been done.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13