By continuing to do things indefinitely I mean, I can keep trying different 180's if one is not working. I can keep going to IMC and GAL.

I am much happier with myself than I was 7 months ago because I am DBing and also because I am back at home.

It is just hard to understand my WAW. I am standing for my M and will continue to do so but some times even though I love her with all my heart. I wonder if it is better to D then Pray down the road that she then realizes what a mistake it was to walk away. If I am there for her at that time maybe we could start anew.

My gut tells me this is not the direction to go but it is an internal battle I have at some points with myself

Me 47/W 34
T 16 M 13
No kids
BD 6/2013
W asked that I move out 6/2013
I moved back and W is upset with this 12/2013
separate beds not much talking
Served D Complaint 5/2014
W moved out 9/27/2014