Don't know. Grew up in a crowded house perhaps. Lots of friends and family through growing up. Usually had someone. 17 years married and kids for 15...just conditioned through life that way I guess. Fortunate for all that, perhaps that hurts more when there is loss and loneliness.

M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.