I always sucked at math. Lol.
I get ya though. So friggin hard though.
Funny thing is, my life hasn't really changed in the lonely sense...I had been lonely a few years before BD. just never addressed it.....That was my fault because in hindsight, seems she was too. I do like the company. I just ended a not-so-serious relationship with someone last week. Was about 8 months. She was definitely too young, and too immature for me and that was frustrating but liked the attention and affirmations i suppose. I don't handle lonely well.


M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.