Final phase of losing wife?

[kenva]

I'm sorry. The letter was sent to my attorney and he sent it to me. I have taken a few deep breaths and now I'm laying down. I was going to write down what I wanted with the divorce and talk to her about it to keep lawyers out if it for a while. My DB coach suggested I do this to show that I am a reasonable man and to do a 180 by taking the initiative on this. I plan on doing this now. My poor s. he lost his grandfather and I lost a father aswell. W knows he met a lot to me. I can tell s is confused with death and now this that she is pushing a divorce. I lay here with tears in my eyes thinking to myself. Why? I do have an appointment this evening w my DB coach. I need an angel to come down and guide me and to help her.