Well, the STBX has finally accepted my settlement offer. Looks like this will all be done soon.

Funny, before she accepted it, I was starting to feel okay with the D. My thoughts were "Well, why would you want to be married to someone who could do all this and say all this? She's obviously not the person you thought she was."

Now, not so much. It's just unreal to me how unrelenting she has been about this. We never had one face-to-face talk after she walked out last year. I wonder if I did everything I could? Did I screw up by not pursuing more? I know in my heart that we will never reconcile or even talk again once she signs on the dotted line. I'm just a clip of film on her cutting room floor now. I just don't understand.