New to This - An English Man In Trouble

[Hadlee58]

Thanks AS for the kind words, i know i didnt do too well but whats done is done. I found it particularly difficult to validate when she is straight out lying/or deciding to see things differently. Sometimes i can get myself into a personal fog that makes DB'ing difficult, last night i kept my distance and we didnt really interact, i think it needs a bit of time to let us both calm down. I agree with the part about my parents and they are not helping me (no doubt well meaning) and next time i speak to them i will let them know what i expect from them.
I am feeling a little bit clearer today and am back on the DB horse.
Its great that the majority of people on here maybe understand that some of us (i know i do) find this more difficult than others and need a gentle prod in the right direction and help and can do this in a kind way with humility. This isnt lost on me and i can only say thank you for your post yesterday it really helped me re-focus and knowing i am not alone in all this.

Cheers H