I think I am stuck because I accepted it and moved to deal with it all and give her the release she wanted and it still isn't closed up morebthan a year and a half later. Stuck too on what she should do but clearly that I cannot control or influence. Gotta let her grip on me go. So tired of being controlled and a lightening rod fior her issues and I let it happen. I pray she just deals with it and settles. I don't think she will. Definitely not soon or amicably. Went on a date tonight. Was nice...dinner, a couple drinks, reminicing. Have known this girl since we were 16 (33 years). Was a nice time. Says she'd like to go out again and gave me hug and peck on cheek. Hope she meant it. She knows I liked her in high school and university years. Don't want to be a 'void' fill again like the last one.
M17 yrs. me49 xW47 d15 d11
BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out) Therapy 9 months (tried 2) BD2- May/12(sep) Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50 Sold home - Aug/13 Court #2 - Dec/13 Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again We settled.
