I recently contacted my xh to suggest we try mediation. He has agreed and feels comfortable with the mediator that I would like to use. However, I am struggling with feelings of frustration over having to pay a lawyer or a mediator because of xh's attitude of entitlement. I owe him nothing. In fact, of we proceed to trial he may owe me a great deal. If we go to mediation I will essentially be buying my life back, but it is a quicker way to resolve this. I keep telling myself that my life is way more important that any amount of money I agree to pay, however, I'm having a hard time letting go of wanting justice. I know I want peace, so why can't I let it go?
