Argh. I came home a little early cause s15 stayed home sick. And found his friend over, who's a senior and has early dismissal, playing xbox. So pissed, and also had to smack my head because his giant man loafers were in the front hallway. Since toddlers started coming over they have always kicked off their shoes in the front hallway, and they look so much like men on the outside.
Not my proudest moment but i told s if he didnt have friends who were potheads i wouldnt distrust him and fly off the handle when he tries to what looks like sneak friends in. I just dont trust him. He said "but mommmmm, that was last summer, like 8 months ago" - i said oh you've changed since then. I was not being productive. And i really am scared that his friends are potheads, and told him why that scared me. He hates lectures. I don't feel like i'm on my top game here. I love him but i dont know what he's going to do.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
