Yes, sort of. But it's an everyday challenge. I am doing a lot of self-help reading, meditating daily and doing a positive thinking hypnosis each night. And now getting into therapy. Essentially, I have little to no relationships skills and need to learn
I am a control freak and I think I have all these unintended, and unfair, expectations that I have put on him and the relationship...I also need to work on being less reactive and more open.
It's a process... this whole year has been.
Me, 39. H, 35. 3 boys - 13, 11, 9 - 1 w/ multiple disabilities BD Dec 2012 Sort of a quasi in-house sep Nov 2013
